Music: "It's happy for deep people"

What: One of the best episodes of Doctor Who ever, Blink.

Why: I’m in a bit of a mood today. Not for any particular reason, and I can’t help but think of this quote from this episode of Doctor Who “[Sad] is happy for deep people.” It is a one off line that is not referenced in the rest of the episode, and I believe the speaker is even off camera when this it is said, but it perfectly describes how I feel sometimes. I feel a deep sadness, but (and fair warning I tend to live in fictional world for quite some time) this sadness is more a romantic fanciful sadness that Anne Shirley would understand. It is an indulgence. I’m not saying it isn’t warranted. There are countless things in the world to feel deep sadness for. For example the fires in Australia and the Billion animals that we lost. But today my sadness is directionless, need long only to be poked to be provoked.
I can’t help but feel like I am wandering the halls of an empty old victorian house at night in a white dress, with a candle in one hand and my skirts lifted with the other. I don’t know if that really makes sense to other outside of my brain, but it is how I feel. It is a comforting, familiar feeling, like an thick down comforter wrapped around you.
So I guess today the thing that makes me happy, is my own sadness?
I feel I should apologize for such indulgence, but I firmly believe in not apologizing for how one feels.
So I shall just ask that you forgive my romantical tendencies towards the dramatic that tend towards the morose and morbid.